It's so boring not being you. Not reading in the bathroom, not going out, not watching movies with the legs up on the screen, not singing, not fighting with anybody, not picking your nose, scratching your ass, not pretending you're studying and not pretending you care, not doing sudoku or crossword, not playing sims, not watching cartoons, not trying to cook or not trying to eat with your toes, no sleepless nights, no scary things to be scared of and no stupid things to complain or to laugh at, not hearing some good old jokes, not swearing the politicians, not brushing your teeth, not dreaming, not smiling, not annoying someone, not being lazy, not being you. That's my last 2 days. A big nothing